.They call it LOVE.

Monday, May 30, 2005

~ My Posting... ~ 11:56:00 am

Alright... Kinda having mixed feelings right now... I'm very happy yet not too excited about it... Very contradicting, ay?

Reason: I've already received my posting to where I'll be working in... Yeah, I'll be going back to the ward that I went to during my PRCP... Ward 7D...

Happy because that's where I wanna go to and that's where I wanna specialize in... Geriatrics...

Not too excited because I've been there before and I, more or less, know what is going on in the ward... The work politics and stuff... Although not all the staffs are like that...

Anyway, Alhamdulillah... At least I got posted to where I want to be... And it seems that most of my friends are also posted to where they wished to be...
Florence & Flora to OT, Eliza & Xiufen to A&E, Evelyn to Ward 7A... Except for Su...
Hmm... I really wonder who are posted to 7D too...

So, I really hope that I can make the best out of it... Be a very efficient staff nurse... =D

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Saturday, May 28, 2005

~ MADAGASCAR!! ~ 11:11:00 pm

Watched my 3rd movie in 2 weeks... I can't believe it either... Never been so movie crazed before... *Hehe*...

Anyway, went to watch Madagascar @ Cathay Causeway Point with my sis earlier in the day... The movie? It was SUPERB!!! Really funny and enjoying... Well, there was a part which was quite touching too that I actually shed a tear... *Hee... Too sensitive!*... But the real show stealer? It was the 4 penguins... Those who were the ones who actually tried to escape from the New York Zoo... Anyway, really enjoyed the show and thank goodness, I didn't feel that I have wasted a single cent on it except that the show duration was a little short... A lesson from the movie: A friend in need is a friend indeed...

And yeah... I'm hooked to one of the songs that was featured in the movie...

I like to move it move it...
I like to move it move it...
I like to move it move it...
You like to... MOVE IT!!

I like to move it move it...
He like to move it move it...
She like to move it move it...
You like to... MOVE IT!!

*Hehe*... Go watch the movie yeah!!

Next on my movie list: Monster-In-Law... Yeah I know... Been watching and spending too much on movies... But who cares! It's my holiday!! *Hehe*...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Friday, May 27, 2005

~ Feeling much better... ~ 11:36:00 pm

Aaaahhhh... Feeling so much better today... Thanks to Lisa for the chat yesterday...

And I didn't know that shopping makes it even better... No wonder they called it retail therapy... *Heh*

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Thursday, May 26, 2005

~ I Miss Everyone... ~ 8:54:00 pm

I miss everyone...

I miss my friends...
I miss school...
I miss my freedom...
I miss... *sigh*

Sometimes I wished... I could just disappear from the surface of the earth...

Don't ask me why I'm having such thinking now...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

~ My Entry After A Year ~ 10:03:00 pm

I just realised something... It's been exactly a year since I started blogging... My first entry wasn't a very happy one... But it was that entry which kept me blogging persistently till this very day... And I guess, today's entry wouldn't be a happy one either...

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It was a mistake... Old wounds are bleeding again... It was totally unintentional... I was just browsing through my old folders in the computer and I happened to stumble upon those old chat logs... I know I shouldn't have read through them again but I just couldn't help it... Like the old saying: Curiosity kills the cat... Maybe for my case, curiosity is hurting my heart...

Delete them?
I just don't have the heart to... Those fond and happy memories... *Sigh*...

Get a life?
I have already moved on... I'm happy now... And no, I'm not in denial...

Just that... *Sigh*... I don't know how to describe it in words... Sometimes, it just appears on my mind unexpectedly...

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I can't believe it... After a year, my entry is still about HIM...
It was all my mistake............................

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Sunday, May 22, 2005

~ So What If Arsenal Won the FA Cup? ~ 9:40:00 pm

Okay fine... So Arsenal won the FA Cup...

BIG DEAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*HAH!*... If it wasn't for Jens Lehmann, Arsenal would not have won the Cup... So practically, it was Jens Lehmann vs Man Utd... Damn Arsenal... You were lucky...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Friday, May 20, 2005

~ 20.05.2005 ~ 8:59:00 pm

20/05/2005... Nice date isn't it?

And guess who I met @ Cold Storage Northpoint just now? My preceptor and the kancheong nurse!! *Haha*... Was walking around with my friend, looking for some stuff when someone suddenly called out my name... It's quite amazing how SN Lay Wee still remembers me... Actually not surprising since she was the one who always makes me stressful and sometimes, she gets stressful herself... By me, of course... *Haha*... Anyway, it was nice getting to see them again... But if I really get posted to the same ward again, I'm sure I will get 'jelak' of them... *HAHA*... =P

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

~ Doing This Cuz I'm Bored... ~ 8:47:00 pm

Okay... Found this in Evelyn's blog... So I've decided to try it on myself...

Your Birthdate: December 13

Being born on the 13th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer, but it may also give you a tendency to dominate people a bit.

You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize.

Sincere and honest, you are a serious, hard working individual.

Your feeling are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times.

You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details.

Your intolerance and insistence on complete accuracy can be irritating to some.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

My thoughts: *Hmm*... Is it? Gotta ask my staff nurses... *Haha*...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Thursday, May 19, 2005

~ The Keys to Your Heart ~ 9:10:00 pm

Saw this over at Biao Yong's blog and being curious, I've decided to try it...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

*Hmm*... Some seems true but some are not... Oh well...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

~ Star Wars Crazed!! ~ 8:24:00 pm

Movie Title: Star Wars Episode ???
Location: Metro Causeway Point...
Scene: The battle between Jedi & Sith

Introducing the latest Jedi Knight...

And the evil Sith Lord... *I look kinda evil eh? Hehe*...

Let the battle begin!!

Okay okay... I admit... I'm kinda Star Wars crazed now... *Haha*... Went to watch Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith with my sis just now over at GV Yishun... Storyline was, of course, predictable... Like my sis said, it was HOW Anakin turned into Darth Vader... And gosh, I loved the fight between Anakin and his master, Obi-Wan... And yeah... Yoda fought again!! This time round with Darth Sidious a.k.a Chancellor Palpatine a.k.a the Emperor (in Episodes IV to VI)... And of course, the two famous twins were born... And the rest is history... *Hehe*... Not gonna reveal too much from the movie for I will only spoil the excitement... It's better you watch it yourself... *Hehe*... Well, so far, I give the movie 3 stars out of 5... *(In Yoda's tone) Go watch, you must... Regret, you won't*... *HAHAHA*

Next up on my movie list: MADAGASCAR!! Saw the trailers in the movies just now and boy, it looks like a very funny movie... Was thinking of taking my mum along for the movie since she was expressed that she wants to watch it too... *Hmm*... But have to wait till pay day... *Hehe*...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

~ Amityville Horror ~ 6:47:00 pm

Now I wonder... Do I really look THAT young? Well, two 19-turning-20 year old girls were stopped by the ticketing officer to have their IC checked for watching a NC16 movie... Don't ask me why but it was the first time I had my IC checked... So, I turned to my sec sch friend, Kaili, and asked her whether she was often stopped to have her IC checked when she goes clubbing... Well, Kaili, I think it's you lah... *HAHAHA*... Just kidding yeah!!

Anyway, went to watch Amityville Horror with Kaili earlier in the day... Seriously, neither of us knew that it was a NC16 show... *Oh whatever*... The plot of the show wasn't that great but I would give two thumbs up for the suspense and horror... I think I dare not go to the toilet at night now... Or better, don't wash hands after going to the toilet... *Haha!*... And I think the both of us were the most noisy ones in the cinema... With all those loud gasping and screaming... Thank goodness I've brought an extra sweater which was used by Kaili to cover her face... And me? I used the strap of my bag which was big enough to cover my eyes... *HAHA*... So, if you're looking for a movie to scare yourself up, I will recommend this show... If not then, just forget it... *Hehe*...

Anyway, it was nice getting to meet up with Kaili again... It's been quite a while since I last met her... So Kaili, let's do it more often yeah!! *Hehe*... And yeah... Make sure you don't sleep after 3.15am... *Haha*...

Next up: Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith!! Gonna watch it tomorrow... *Oh yeah!!*... Nah, it's not a wishful thinking on my part... I've already bought the tickets... *Hehe*... So I shall update of the movie review tomorrow yeah!! Ciao!

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

~ I Wanna Learn Driving Again... ~ 10:22:00 pm

*Sigh*... How I missed driving... Seeing all those people driving with the 'L' plate cars really made me feel like I wanna learn driving again... If not for the fact that the previous TP test date fell on the first day of my PRCP, I would have already gone for it... But too bad... I do not have enough $$ to start learning again... Unless if someone wanna sponsor me... *Haha*... Maybe I'll just wait till I start work yeah, when I start having a bigger income... Which means more liabilities... *Haha*... But once you have the licence, it will become personal asset... *Haha*...

Been reading the book Rich Dad Poor Dad by Robert T. Kiyosaki... It's a very good book, I tell you... Tells you why the rich gets richer and the middle class and poor stays the same... Makes us more aware on financial issues that goes on in our life and why people stay in the 'rat race'... Wanna know what is 'rat race'? Read the book... *Haha*... Seriously, it had never crossed my mind about my monetary and financial issues because I felt that I'm still young and I was never interested... But after reading it, it has made me open my eyes bigger and that all this should start when we're still young... A recommended book definitely...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Monday, May 16, 2005

~ Feeling much better... ~ 6:49:00 pm

I'm feeling so much better today... Woke up feeling more positive and more lively... Well, thanks to my friend for calling me up even though it was quite late at night... In a way, the chat actually changed my mood... Maybe all I needed was someone to talk with... So, thanks... I really appreciate that...

Anyway, went to JB today with my mum and sis... Didn't really buy anything for myself cuz I didn't have much money... *Hehe*... But it was those conversations with my mum that made me feel a lot more happier... Maybe I should take her out more often for meals since those are the only times where I can really talk to her... Weird but true... *Hehe*...
And yeah, it was nice to go out and get some fresh air... *Breathe in*...

Oh yeah... Just wanna complain... The service at CBTL @ CitySquare was SO SSSLLOOOWWW when all I bought was a tin of tea leaves... *Grrrrr*... They really took their own sweet time to put it in the bag...
And yeah... I wanna buy STILETTOS!!! Was so tempted to buy one just now but too bad, I had no money :(... Never mind... Shall wait till pay comes... *HARHAR!*

Oh, I forgot... *Breathe out*... *Hehe*...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Sunday, May 15, 2005

~ Really Down in Spirits... ~ 11:45:00 pm

I have no idea why but I've been feeling really down this few days... *Sigh*... But why?

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Saturday, May 14, 2005

~ Change of Blogskin... ~ 11:51:00 pm

Finally... I have changed my blogskin... Something very simple yet elegant and feminine... *Hehe*... Been wanting to change my blogskin for a long, LONG time but I just couldn't find one that I liked... Cuz I find that most skins are too kiddish (no offence though!)... Well, what can I say since most of them are designed by teenagers... Tried to design my own blogskin but I just sucked at it... Finally, I came across this skin that attracted me instantly... Thanks to this person who calls herself cherish... I really love this blogskin... *Hehe*...

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Looks like it will rain tonight... The endless lightning and thunder is kinda scaring me away... Especially since my room lights are off... The lightning looks more intimidating... *Shiver*...

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My dearest Fione will be flying back to HK tomorrow morning... *Sigh*... I'm really gonna miss her... Cuz there'll be no one to disturb me... *Hehe*... Anyway Fione, have a safe journey yeah... Do call me once you're back in Singapore... I'm gonna miss you lots!! *Hugs*... And oh yeah... Please don't forget my souveniers... *Haha*... Take care gal...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Thursday, May 12, 2005

~ No idea what to put for my title... ~ 7:51:00 pm

My Windows screwed up again... Had to do system recovery as a result... *Sigh*... My PC is already 'ageing' due to the excessive usage by both my sis and me although it's only 2 years old... When can I get my own laptop?? *Sigh*
And by the way, I see weird boxes that are supposed to be words on my IE as though like it's some foreign language... Can anyone kindly tell me what's wrong with it?? Any format that I need to change?? I really appreciate it if somebody can point it out to me... Thank you!

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Went back to school again today... Our 'wonderful' mentor only decided to inform us last minute that we had to submit our learning guide as well... *Thank you very much! I really appreciate that!*... *Bah!*
Anyway, met up with Fione and Sapphire to head back to school together... And guess what? Our 'wonderful' mentor is on leave! *Thank you very much again*... Since we were left with no choice, we left a note to Anna Kiu to help us to leave the learning guide on our mentor's table...
Anyway, since we were already in school, I decided to take the lock from my locker... You know the type where you have a code to open the lock... Cost me 9 bucks so why just leave it there? *Haha*... Anyway, I kinda miss the route to my locker and the K Garden... That's where we always used to take our pictures...
Met Rina, my primary school friend, on the way out of NYP... I admit that she's getting prettier now... *Hehe*... Anyway, she commented that I am skinny... *But I've been eating what*... Maybe it's due to my attachment lah... *Hehe*... It was nice getting to see her again after a long time... Maybe the last time in NYP also... :(

After the trip back to school, both me and Fione headed to Orchard to have our lunch... Well, initially she planned for me to have naan but it seems like I had no craving for it... So we went to Far East Plaza to eat... As usual, I would order my favourite Claypot Rice with Beef... The best part of the meal is always having conversations with Fione... Well, I'm gonna miss her when she goes back to Hong Kong this 15th...

Anyway, as we were happily walking along Orchard Road outside Paragon, a bird on a tree has decided to open its bowel... And the bird stool landed just a FEW STEPS in FRONT of ME!! Just happened that I was looking at the ground while I was walking, I actually let out quite a loud gasp and walked round the bird stool... Ended up getting laughed by a group of Malay boys who were walking in the opposite direction... But thank goodness it didn't land on my head... *Sickening bird!!*...

And yeah, we took our this together, for the first time in 3 years...

Nice pic!! *Oops... My hands seems to be in the wrong position*...

That's me trying to 'act pretty'... *Haha*...

That's Fione trying to 'act cute'... *Hehe*

Finally, something that looks sweet... *Erm*...

And if you noticed, I'm wearing specs!! *The self-conscious and vain Nadiah in specs... Haha*... Nah... Just thought of changing my image... Kinda bored of the same old me... Anyway, Fione commented that I looked nerdy in it... Do I?

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*Sigh*... My relationship with my mum have been quite strained lately... *Sigh*... But I want my freedom too... :(

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

~ Amazing Race Winners..... ~ 9:57:00 pm

Oh yeah... Uchenna and Joyce won the Amazing Race... Just loved their positive attitude... That's the spirit!!
Too bad for Rob and Amber...
The run to the finish line was just too short... Wished they could run more... *Haha*...

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Was cleaning my room today & packing ALL my Year 1 to Year 3 lecture notes into boxes and as always, I will have runny nose due to my sensitive and allergic nose... Anyway, a few things that I came across really made me reminisce of the past...

My Year 1 communication skills tutorial notes... Still vaguely remembered the role play that we did... Still remembered that Jiande threw a plastic cup straight into Sri's face... We didn't expect that coming... We were shocked but it woke the whole class up!! What can you say? It was an 8 o'clock tutorial... *Hehe*...

A card specially made by one of the patients in IMH... Her name was Maureen... She was very quiet and was often on her own when I first met her... Decided to approach her then... But after she started to open up, I realised that she was actually a very nice lady... Just like what Sister Krishnan said, she lacked of insight... Otherwise, she's quite alright... Anyway, in the card, she mentioned that I brought humourous laughter... *I very funny meh? Hehe*... But as long as I can make someone happy, I'm happy too... :)

A group picture of the seven of us... Me and Flora developed a group picture for each of them and placed them in frames... Gave it to them on the day of our last paper... *Sigh*... I realise that I really miss those happy and carefree days...

And there are lots and lots and lots of papers to clear... Okay then... Time to sort them out... Ciao!

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

~ Rotting my day away... ~ 10:47:00 pm

Looks like I'm now back to my rotting days... *Sigh*... This is why I dread holidays sometimes... But looking on the bright side, I can sleep and wake up late... *Haha*... But then, this is only the first week of holidays... I still have 6 more weeks to go!! *Gasps*... I better start planning something useful... Can't just rot my days away... Cuz there'll no longer be anymore holidays once I start work...

Anyway, today's weather was so cooling that all I did was to snuggle up in bed, wrapping myself with the blanket and reading my book... My plans to clean up my room and cook totally backfired... *Hehe*... Maybe tomorrow yeah!! I should learn how to stop procrastinating... Or it will get me nowhere... *Hah*...

*Woohoo!*... Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith will be showing on the cinemas on May 19... We will get to see how Anakin turn to Darth Vader... *Cool eh!*... Looking forward to all those light sabre fighting and the fight between Anakin & Obi-Wan... *Haha*...

Okay fine... I was just looking for topics to type about... Anyway, did a survey on Friendster Bulletin... Very bo-liao I know... But when you have nothing to do, that's why you would do... *Haha*...

Anyway, here's my survey... *Put it just to take space... Haha*...
Take care my friends!!

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1. What did u do a few minutes ago?
--> was surfing thru nyp website...

2. Why did u do that?
--> nothing to do, nowhere to surf

3. Who's on ur mind right now?
--> someone... & my cousin also....... promised to chat but until now still not online yet.......

4. Do u miss skool?
--> yeah i do... school is so much better than working....

5. Where r ur mom n dad?
--> dad should be coming home from work.... mum should be sleeping...

6. Do u have any younger bro/sis?
--> no i dun.... i'm the youngest!! *hehe*

7. Do u love ur younger bro/sis?
--> err... myself? of course!! *haha*... yeah i love my siblings...

8. Are u sometimes moody?
--> depends...

9. Where do u really wanna go to?
--> anywhere!! as long as i can get out of sg.......

10. Which one do u prefer..msn or ym?
--> msn definitely....

11. What's ur fave drink?
--> green tea......

12. What best describes u?
--> a girl who just loves to smile..........

13. Are u picky?
--> depends on what kind of issue.....

14. Do u love shopping?
--> depends..... i can hate shopping sometimes....

15. Where do u usually go shopping?
--> doesn't matter to me....

16. What r the 3 best things you like to
do?
--> SLEEP, read, listening to music, chatting.... *erm, that's 4 isn't it? hehe*

17. How many times a day do u shower?
--> either 1 or 2......

18. How long do u shower?
--> minimum: 30 mins.......

19. If u happen to spot a brand new wallet somewhere on the floor what would u do to it?
--> erm..... if it contains valuables, i'll surrender it to the police...... if it's totally new with nothing inside, i'll leave it where it is..... who noes the owner might find it.....

20. If u happen to win 10 000 dollars, what will u buy?
--> an mp3 player!! but first, give half to my parents......

21. What makes u freak out?
--> LIZARDS!!!!!

22. Where do u live?
--> somewhere in the north......

23. Are u the president of any clubs?
--> nah...

24. Are u a prefect at skool?
--> nope...

25. prs?
--> eh?

26. pps??
--> eh?

27. monitor?
--> nah....

28. assistant monitor?
--> no.... but i was a class rep...... *haha*

29. What's ur oppinion on chocolates?
--> sinful yet heavenly..... why? cuz it's so tasty yet fattening...... *haha*

30. What color is ur room's wall?
--> yellow with green colored leaves deco

31. Who cleans ur room?
--> me & my sis... a shared responsibility since we share a room...

32. Who was the last person who yelled at u?
--> erm.... my mum maybe?

33. Last testimonial?
--> err...... check my profile? *hehe*...

34. What are ur feeling right now?
--> BORED!!!! *where's my cousin??*

35. What time did u wake up this morning?
--> 8 plus.....

36. How many times have ur profile in been viewed?
--> 50 times.......

37. What's the most annoying thing a person could do?
--> making me annoyed......

38. If a stranger girl/boy happens to smile at u, would u smile back?
--> why not? a smile is the simplest gift u can give to someone...... as long as that stranger doesn't have weird intentions..... *hee*

39. What does Donald Trump means to u?
--> a multi-billionaire...... a successful business person...

40. Lastly, what are u going to do after this?
--> sleep i guess since my cousin still not online... *he's gonna get it from me... haha*...

41.Are u in love?
--> hmm...... let me ask my heart first......

42.Who?
--> it's for me to know and for u to find out...... :D

43.Why?
--> it's for me to know and for u to find out...... :D

44.What are u doing before postin a bulletin?
--> copying this survey from the bulletin board..... *haha*

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Monday, May 09, 2005

~ HAPPY BELATED MOTHER'S DAY ~ 10:54:00 pm

Okay... First and foremost, I would like to wish all mothers...

HAPPY BELATED MOTHER'S DAY!!

*Hehe*... Was too tired to blog yesterday so I hope that this will make up for it...

Anyway, don't ask how I spent Mother's Day with my mum... *Hehe*... I was being a 'bad' girl by not staying at home and I did make my mum very unhappy... *Sorry Ibu!!*... Was feeling kinda guilty for making her angry... But lucky for me, her anger wasn't for long... *Phew*... Just hope that I will not repeat the same mistake again...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Friday, May 06, 2005

~ End of PRCP... ~ 8:44:00 pm

Announcement!! I have unofficially graduated from NYP with a Diploma in Nursing... *Hehe*... Today was the last day of our 6 weeks of PRCP... *SO GLAD!!*... No more NYP nursing uniform, no more NYP nursing student name tag, no more clinical diaries to sign, no more learning guide to fill in, no more case studies to do...
BUT! there'll be the TTSH STAFF NURSE uniform (although we'll be changing to a scrub suit soon just like those in A&E I think), the TTSH STAFF NURSE name tag, reports to write, patient care to provide, relatives to bear with... And worse of all, NO MORE HOLIDAYS!! *Gasps*... Okay lah... More responsibilities to bear with... Unlike when you're still a student, you still have the backing from the lecturers and school... But once you're a REAL staff, you're on your own...

It was also a walk down memory lane back to NYP... Really felt like ages since I last stepped into NYP when it has only been 6 weeks... *Haha*... Kinda missed the long way in into NYP... How you would stroll when you know that you are still early, how you would 'zoom' when you're late for class... That was the route that I took for 3 long years... Went around to look for lecturers to talk to after submitting our clinical diary... But it seems like a lot of them were busy marking the exam papers... Anyway, met up with Bernard Lian, Lim Siew Hong, Joan Lee (my Geron lecturer!!)... It was partly because of Joan Lee that I really got interested in Geron cuz she just made the whole lesson so lively when Geron is actually a boring subject...

Had dinner with Fione after the trip back to school... As usual, Pizza Hut will always be our destination... Shared a splitza... Anyway, I do miss her, I do miss everyone but sometimes, we have to let go of our past and move on with our future right? Talked about work, people, the environment... *Sigh*...

Anyway, I'm really, really thinking twice about going back to the ward that I was posted to... I don't know why but I felt that some people are just too biased... They treat people differently based on skin colour... Sorry to say but I'm not being a racist or what... I do have good friends and best friends who are of different races... But the way they treat me and another fellow student nurse is just a total contrast... Maybe that was why I just refused to take cases today and just decided do junior work...
So Razaly, if you just happen to drop by my blog and read this, maybe you would want to promote me to your ward... *Hahaha*... Just kidding lah...
I'll accept to go anywhere TTSH post me to... I'll take it as a learning experience and from there, I will try to improve myself... It's not as if you can learn nothing elsewhere... *Humph*...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Thursday, May 05, 2005

~ 5/5/05 ~ 11:17:00 pm

Actually, I don't intend to blog today but since today's date is such a nice combination, so let me just type something ya!!

TYPE!! *Haha*...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

~ STRESSFUL DAY!! ~ 7:53:00 pm

*Yawn*... Feeling SO sleepy... Well, only got about 4 hours of sleep last night...

Anyway, today was a SUPER stressful day at work... Working with SN Lay Wee each time really makes me feel very stressful... I was quite on the verge of breaking down but still managed to control myself from doing so... *GRRRRR!!*... Even Flora and Eliza were telling me to take it easy since I'm just a student... But since I'm doing the cases, I have to learn how to shoulder the responsibilities too right? *Sigh*... I mean I can't say no either... Thank goodness I'll be doing junior work tomorrow... Otherwise, I would have to take all 9 cases... *Faints*...

Heard about some work politics again... This time round, something to do about races... Now, I'm really thinking twice about coming back to this ward... I mean, I don't mind being posted there again after my graduation but I have to learn how to be firm with people around me and make my stand when I'm right... Not to be 'bullied' by those who are big-headed people... Afterall, I want to specialise in Geriatrics... So let's not bother too much about those people...

One of my patient got really ill today... Saturation went as low as 60% despite being given 100% oxygen... Kinda sad to see him like that since I had nursed him all the way back since my first week in the ward...
And yeah, I'm one of the 'victims' of a Lao Ti Ko patient... Actually happened during my first night shift... I was putting the BP cuff on the patient's arm and guess what he did? He was caressing and stroking my arm!! Immediately removed my hand away as soon as I finished placing the BP cuff... Initially, I dismissed it as unintentional although I did felt that something was not right... He was practically observing my EVERY MOVE in the cubicle... Decided not to report it to my staff nurse in the end... Until I came to work this morning, while passing the central report, they mentioned to keep a lookout for the patient of that particular bed... And I realised that this patient is really 'cheeky'... One of the NOs got touched on the bum and another staff nurse suffered the same fate as me... And the patient was actually masturbating (sorry for not being too discreet... *Hehe*) in the open... Got some warning but he repeated his actions again... After all as said by NO Laura, everyone has their sexual desires so it's kinda wrong to prevent them from doing so... Only that this is NOT the right way... I will definitely take my precautions from now on...

Maybe this is the disadvantage of not having male nurses around... *Guys! We need you!! Haha*...

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Was bloghopping to Biao Yong's blog and I just realised how beautiful and cool MacRitchie Nature Reserve is... I just love those green, eye-relaxing nature... I wanna go there and explore too! Anyone wanna take me there?? *Haha*... Just kidding...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Monday, May 02, 2005

~ LONG weekend... ~ 11:23:00 pm

Wow... I'm like having a mini-sauna session right now... It's so warm and yet the fan is switched off... Can't stand the noise that is coming from the irritating fan... Damn noisy...

Anyway, back to work tomorrow after a LONG weekend... How was my weekend? Well, not too bad...
Totally spent the whole day sleeping on Friday since I just came back from night shift on that day...
Went to visit my aunt on Saturday @ Alexandra Hospital... Was admitted due to some fluid retention in her body... But alhamdulillah, she's already discharged today...
Went for a short getaway to Batam on Sunday... Well, it wasn't really that exciting... But I wasn't really anticipating it from the start so it didn't really affect me much... But I did enjoy playing the go-kart... For 3 times I went off track... All 3 times while trying to overtake my uncle... *Sickening... Haha!*... And I got arm and shoulder aches... Not because of playing the go-kart but due to the carrying of my baby cousin... And I was asked some weird question by the tour guide... Unluckily (or maybe lucky), my uncle came to my 'rescue'... Whatever lah... *Haha*...
Spent the whole day lepaking and sleeping at home today... *Hurhur*...

I can't believe that I'm left with just one more week to go for the attachment... Time really passes by fast... Alright then... I shall end here for now... Nitez!!

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi